Welcome to a picture overload of me....I mean this is my blog, so isn't it suppose to be all about me. Ok... totally kidding.
One thing you need to understand is I think I am the most unphotogenic person there is. I don't really care having my picture taken. I love being the photographer, but not so much the one being photographed. Don't get me wrong I will have my picture taken, Tim knows this since I'm such a trooper and help him out with his assignments. The thing is I'm very judgemental of myself and don't like how I look in most photos. Some people may not believe me when I say this but it is true. Usually when I look at the pictures I am in, I instantly see all my flaws, and I assume that is what others see too. My nose is mainly the thing that drives me crazy. How it is a ski slope and points up, to me I feel like it makes my face look awkward from some angles. I know that is not what others see, but it is hard to not criticise myself. This is making it seem like my self esteem is really low. No worries I am very content with my appearance, just not in pictures.
Now you may be wondering as to why all of these photos are of me then. Well in my last post I mentioned that I was Colleen and Jill's model for their class project. I was sceptical as to how they would look, but when I saw them, I loved them! This is going to sound completely self centered, but I love how I look in these. I feel like I actually look pretty in them. I feel as if I stand out in a good way, especially my eyes.
So I am posting all of these, because I actually feel good about myself in these. Please don't judge. : ) Colleen and Jill did an amazing job.
One thing you need to understand is I think I am the most unphotogenic person there is. I don't really care having my picture taken. I love being the photographer, but not so much the one being photographed. Don't get me wrong I will have my picture taken, Tim knows this since I'm such a trooper and help him out with his assignments. The thing is I'm very judgemental of myself and don't like how I look in most photos. Some people may not believe me when I say this but it is true. Usually when I look at the pictures I am in, I instantly see all my flaws, and I assume that is what others see too. My nose is mainly the thing that drives me crazy. How it is a ski slope and points up, to me I feel like it makes my face look awkward from some angles. I know that is not what others see, but it is hard to not criticise myself. This is making it seem like my self esteem is really low. No worries I am very content with my appearance, just not in pictures.
Now you may be wondering as to why all of these photos are of me then. Well in my last post I mentioned that I was Colleen and Jill's model for their class project. I was sceptical as to how they would look, but when I saw them, I loved them! This is going to sound completely self centered, but I love how I look in these. I feel like I actually look pretty in them. I feel as if I stand out in a good way, especially my eyes.
So I am posting all of these, because I actually feel good about myself in these. Please don't judge. : ) Colleen and Jill did an amazing job.
1 comment:
i have a pointed nose too. im pretty self conscious about it.
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